Saturday, December 17, 2005

Late Night Flow

3:27:A.M.

It's my blog, and I can do what I want with it. and right now, I'm back from getting drunk with an ex, and of course I come home alone. the other ex called earlier in the night, and if I want it it's there, but I don't want "it". I'm seeking a deeper connection than the momentary, fleeting love that one finds in the club. palace kicks ass, btw.

I'm a political, I was born one. An outcast from kindergarten, different and wierd. I've got something to say, but no-one wants to hear. I might as well have a sandwich board and wander the streets of the city yelling "the end is nigh! repent!" for all that my thought will be heard. It takes ten seconds to say;

"I want to write my thesis on wether or not the US will fight China directly over Middle East Oil."

...And this is something that will effect us all. seriously! you think that these riots in Cronulla and Maroubra are based on sensless violence by drunken idiots? or do you secretly think that Lebanese culture isn't compatible with "Aussie" culture? That multilculturalism is a bullshit policy that will collapse? This is what Huntington would contend under "Clash of Civilisations". frankly I reject it all. I like kebabs best when made by those who know how, and I hate drunken idiots no matter the colour of their skin.

Of course this rant won't make much sense after this much alcohol, but there's something here. I've got an Idea, and it's an Important one. there's a conflict coming, and it can be avoided if the cards are played right. and if I can't focus on it, I might as well just start mandarin lessons now.

The most frustrating thing is how hard it is for me to understand why no-one finds this as absorbing as I do. Can't you imagine it? the US would reinstate the draft, and we wouldn't be far behind. Is China expansionist? what lengths would the US go to in restricting Chinese Expansionism? How many troops would Oz commit to support the US?

But no-one cares. christmas is coming. need to be close to someone. need to consume. to buy things for other people. to work to earn the cash to do these things. I might've been born a political, but I don't know where I want to push y'all. this might be what's happening, but I don't know what you should do to make things different.

-5 beers and a Red Bull'n'Voddy. posted by Keegan at 3:24 am

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