Monday, August 08, 2005

Strange Events.

A Kid gets kicked out of scouts for indecency, lays his blame on another scout, then a year later goes to kill that kid, who isn't at home - but his baby sister is. the mental kid should've chosen me, at least i could take him.

There's a crash blocking the road in both directions, 100m from the last event. bloody volvo driver well into retirement, a mother with bone sticking out of her leg, I'm holding her kids away so they can't hurt her till the ambulance comes. I give her my phone to use, tell her husband they're all okay and going to the hospital.

I've just started driving on my P's, it's a slippery wet day and I go around a corner above uni, and then the car spins and falls into a ditch, I'm looking straight up at the sky. not hurt, however unlikely that may seem. towed out, need repairs, drained me of money.

I'm in hospital the day after drinking, the public hospital and it's getting late into the night. an elderly woman's insisting she goes, and there's nothing that the workers say that convince her to stay. I'm in pain and all I can think about is what kinda drugs they'll give me to block it all out. the nurses love my veins - they get trainees to come over to practice, because the druggies and elderly have impossible veins. over the 17 days in and out, I lost count after 100 needles. three months recovery, I almost passed out in the one uni exam I did.

Yet here I Am. and for that, at least, I am thankful. don't dwell on the past, on things one cannot change. Bend the future, and find happiness. posted by Keegan at 8:37 am

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