Thursday, February 10, 2005

A Week On

Sure does take some time, I heard Jenny read the last post, Hi Jen. I've not talked to Erin since her last words - "I'll try not to fuck up anyone else's life". I think we're both trying to take the blame, and I think that's fair. She said I was perfect as a boyfriend but Introspection's told me that I bombed out a lot. I don't think she wants to talk to me cos she knows that leads to the inevitable get together, cos the love hasn't died. But the trust is gone, and the romance she deserved wasn't there. Her mum tells me she's going okay, and I had a great time out last night, so we're both in better places, I hope. I still want to hear from her that she's okay, that she's not feeling she's totally guilty. A lot of shit went down before it happened.

I'm moving out, hopefully by the end of my week, with my brother and my dad supporting us till we get jobs where we're goin. I'll have a degree by the end of the year in politics at Mac (Yay Mac!), and I'm only doing two subjects this coming semester, so I'm hoping I'll be filling a lot of that spare time with study and fulfilling work. I think I might be actually growing up, though a lot of teenage impulses still try to drive me, I'm holding them off. Most of them. I want to change the world, and I hope I can...
posted by Keegan at 1:55 pm

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